As I walked into the room where an event by Sierra Leone Red Cross was hosted, several necks craned to see the foreigner. As the morning progressed, each speaker addressed me in their remarks, reiterated points from my speech and made constant eye contact, almost at the cost of sidelining other guests. I felt important and powerful but could not justify all the attention to my work or the organization I represented. Afterall, there were several others in the room doing equally important work.
I knew it was something much deeper and for the first time, I had taken the time to notice my privilege as a lighter-skinned foreigner in Sierra Leone.
As I introspected, a lot of things started to make more sense. Like the time a 14-year old told me she preferred my fairer skin over her own dark skin, or the time I walked into a store and got a major discount while everyone else paid the full price, or when people let me jump the queue to buy tickets.….it seemed like I had been rolling in privilege without ever noticing it. How would I? Afterall, it felt so comforting and empowering.
These instances got me thinking about the paradoxes of privilege. In Sierra Leone, I felt privileged because of my skin color and economic status, but simultaneously felt underprivileged because of my gender. Casual sexism, unwarranted remarks and the struggle to appear credible continue to be everyday challenges. So, can we be relatively privileged and underprivileged at the same time? When these play out in everyday life, which identity subsumes the others? These thoughts raised the broader question of ‘how much insight do we actually have about our privileges?’
This question is critical because the extent of insight shapes our worldview and influences how we make sense of topics ranging from feminism and racism to caste. For feminism, eliminating ‘male privilege’ is a quintessential part of progress. But it is often hard for several men to spot this privilege and acknowledge it, let alone work towards rejecting it. As reiterated earlier, this is not an easy process. Acknowledging privilege often involves attributing entitlements to something we are born with (labelled ascribed status in sociology) like skin color, sex, caste, social class of parents, rather than what we acquire owing to our hard-work and achievements (labelled acquired status). Given our tendency to attribute successes to one’s own achievements, there is often ignorance or even denial surrounding privileges we are born with.
This is also reflected in debates surrounding caste, which engender the critical question of ‘how do we reject a system that discriminates people based on archaic notions of social stratification’? For some, the solution is to ‘reject casteism by ignoring it’. Afterall, if you want to do away something, the idea is to not pay attention to it, so it perishes over time. However, this line is thinking becomes possible only when someone has the privilege to ignore its influence. To be able to ignore it requires entitlements to be bestowed upon us.
This is all to say that the idea of privilege is a continuum. Each of us forms opinions and worldviews depending on our ascribed and acquired statuses. While there exist different shades of privilege, it is increasingly becoming hard for one shade to recognize and empathize with the other in today’s world. Perhaps it is time rethink the color palette of privilege.


